assalamualaikum.
Hello my blog, do u miss me? well, if this blog can answer my question, I will be the first person to run away from this..
ok..stop talking nonsense syaal...
now is 8.40pm..I am alone in this office..
doing my Human Resource exercise for tomorrow tutorial...
wuargghhh...sleepy...not sleepy but I am tired...
had finished a medium cup of "cappy" also known as cappucino...
and yeah my mind is awake but I cant open my eyes widely... I am tired...jz tired..
its alright...
time to go back...but wanna write something here...

few months to go...
I am struggling...spiritually and physically...
I know I can do this...I know Allah knows I can do this..
but I am afraid to keep moving on...
I have no idea what am I afraid of...
afraid of the reality...
the reality that hurts me..
reality that challenge your iman...
reality that will test your patience...
reality that will make you realize this dunya is nothing
reality that is full of secrets
yes...Allah is the best planner...

keep praying...
and keep calm...
believe in Allah...
ya Allah please guide me...don't let me go astray...
Oh Allah, You are the only One that can show me the way...


one of my best friend is getting married soon...barakallahufikum dear..
I think she not gonna read this..
I feel happy but at the same time I feel sad...
she will go through a new phase of life...
yes..marriage is not about i love you, you love me only..
its about responsibility and commitment...


I need to have a clear plan for my future...
 I need to be more efficient and organized...
I will start doing it today...
chaiyok!!

ok...enough for today...
pray for egypt, syria, palestine...and all muslims around the world..
may Allah protect them..
BRING BACK ISLAM!!

Eid celebration in Brisbane..alhamdulillah for the ukhuwwah..till we meet again in jannah..amin insyaallah